今日我在GPR為了一件事認罪悔改，第一次我是真的，非常坦然的來到主面前，將罪陳明在主的面前，因為其實衪都知道，衪從來都知道。
然後在靈裡看到耶穌被釘十字架的影像。我當刻就很感動，眼淚就流下來，我感到神再一次告訴我，耶穌的寶血洗淨我的罪。
在GPR的好是，還可以立刻走到後面領聖餐。再一次在神面前立志。
Thursday, November 26, 2015
Sunday, November 15, 2015
prophetic history
第一次經歷聖靈充滿 － 真實信仰的開始(1999)
在安卡羅佈道大會第一次經歷聖靈充滿，從小在教會長大的我第一次感到神大能的真實。在 地上看到一個房子的影像，但不知道是什麼意思。
若娟向我發的先知性禱告 － 尋求神的開始(2014/May/MothersDay/@Church)
感謝若娟在2014年的母親節來活石堂講道時跟我說，覺得我彈琴很奇特，不是技巧有什麼特別但卻有顆愛神的心，跟我說我似拿細耳人。那些說話就在那刻撼入我心， 就在隔天晚上我就以一晚的時間讀完一本「為主分別為聖」，本來不是打算要一晚看完，可是感到每一頁內容都是在向我說話，根本停不下來，現在回想，是聖靈不斷啟示我，在聖靈的啟示與感動下直到讀完為止。我的心就由那時開始，進入與神的關係的更新，慢慢對生活原本的追求愈來愈不滿足。可是現實的考慮太多，做廣告是我讀書時候的夢想，我很幸運大學畢業不久就進入了我夢想的行業，而且晉升得很快，幾年前因為讀音樂治療的關係退下火線，進入了SCMP，也是為客戶做廣告但比較沒有那麼忙，但收入也不錯。回望過去，我花了我最大的精力爭取成功，而且我做到了，可是我覺得當我錢再賺多其實也沒有真正的滿足，我的人生到底就是為了買層樓買架車然後又怎樣？但同時，我又因為還未有層樓未有架車而放不下我的工作，放不下舒適的生活方式， 放不下與同儕的比較。
滑浪的異象－決定性的一刻 (2014/Nov/Morning/@8X bus station)
就這樣的內心掙扎了很久，有一天上班時，神讓我看到個異象："我站在海灘的岸上，手拿著神給我的滑浪板，是最適合我體型，我最喜愛的顏色。神讓我選擇我要不要出去滑浪，就在我思考過程，我聽到神跟我說，即使我拿著那塊衪送給我的滑浪板憂憂愁愁地走回岸上，衪依然同樣愛我。" 因為愛，我沒有辦法不回應神。於是就辭職專心尋求神要給我的方向。
在辭職而後，尋求主的過程，在家裡讀經敬拜看書，讓我對神有不一樣的体會。感謝主，那時候每個禮拜四去參加天梯的「回歸天父的心」，神在我裡面恢復了兒女的身分，亦打破了不少堅固營疊。
領受方言／天堂的景象－ 再一次的Reassurance (2014/Nov/RichardLiardon/@新曙光）
當他提到他到過的天堂的景象，他說天堂的房子都是House, 不是Apartment. 我那時候沒有特別在意這個，因為他提到有關天堂的所有都很吸引。後來回家回看當日1999年聖靈充滿時，我看到的那個房子的影像，就是神讓我看到我在天堂已經為我預備的房子。
在那個特會領受方言，其實感覺沒有很明白。但在領受的過程，在沒有法子說，到我只是舉手完全降服在主的帶領裡，然後嘗試開口說，嘗試留心聽就開始pray in tongues.
知道IHOPU － 決定報讀IHOPU (2014/Dec/LoveRevelationWorkshop/@ICC)
IHOP華文部那時候推出了Love Revelation CD，來香港辦敬拜特會。那個時候才知道IHOP是有IHOPU的。然後在聚會後有追求，有人為我prophetic ministry-她說的內容：「I can see your power, you will roar like a lion, when you walk into the crowd, the demon will be afraid, people will see Jesus when you walk into the crowd. Lord want to restore the authorities in your life, and restore his glory in your life.」那時候，我對IHOPU的認知基乎是零，台上分享的都是FMA的學生（現在才知道）。當時是感覺神不是要我讀關於敬拜的學科，因為當時有宣教的感動，宣教的工場不知道，但感覺是創新性的宣教方式。
然後我就google IHOPU, 剛開始看的時候以為FSM是要讀4年的，亦沒有發現有中文學校。我發給牧師看，他就告訴我這個一年的FSMC課程，那天我看著Nicole招生的Video, 我的眼淚一直流，感到這就是我的呼召，即使我根本沒有很清楚的認知什麼是末世先鋒者。在比較過其他神學院之後，我就決定要報讀IHOPU.
大衛的帳幕敬拜特會－第一次學習先知性敬拜 (2015/Apr/EasterHoliday/@天梯）
加拿大Esther Chua牧師的團隊來天梯辦敬拜工作坊，第一次接觸TOD的敬拜模式，有機會學習並參與服侍，感覺在裡面有很多突破。學習先知性的敬拜、先知性舞蹈、不間斷的敬拜。在那幾日裡看到一有些異象，是一把刀，還有豹，感覺我看到自己好像豹一般地奔跑，下面就是不同的村莊，很快的我在上面飛馳。但完全火懂是什麼意思。在那個特會裡還有宣告香港的屬靈主權，並與內地家人復和。
1st time Prophetic Ministry (2015/Aug12/@IHOPKC)
1)
提摩太前書1:18-19 " Fight the battle well, holding on to faith and a good conscience. giving you this command in keeping with the prophecies once made about you."
The Lord has shown you things, you wouldn't have moved here without what you've heard. The Lord said that to you so that you can fight a good warfare. that will be situations that push back and people or situation may be difficult, Lord said I have gave you word that you can persevere - that you can get through it well.
When He said good warfare means good faith and good conscience. Means - the way you work through situations, the way you have to kind of push through, Lord said Do it so at the end of the day you will have good conscience, that you haven't hurt other people. although you have to be perseverance, you have to be humble at the same time, that tension during hard situation, the Lord said i have give you prophetic words, I have shown you things , keep going forward , yet fight it well do it well, He will strengthen you, there's a grace to fight a good warfare, lean on me and you will get through whatever you need to get through.
2)
you have desire to go deep in Him, you are very determined and when you have your eyes focus you will go, not distracted by anything. i saw you someone like you are 'i want you lord and i'm pressing in', nothing to hold you back to get to His heart and desire, to feel those desire to stir those desire up. i saw you running and not to turning around your head and you are going. His response is to come close to you, He everything in Him is reaching out and Yes, He wanted it too. You will meet in a very intense and close way. the picture - You running and HE reaching out and come closer.
這是我剛來的時候的第一次接受prophetic ministry, 心裡得著很大的鼓勵。
超自然地感受到天父的心－ 關於以色列 (2015/Sept/@IHOPKC)
http://serenaihopu.blogspot.com/2015/09/blog-post.html
Burning Heart (2015/Oct/@IHOPU Dale's Class)
http://serenaihopu.blogspot.com/2015/09/blog-post_15.html
2nd Prophetic Ministry/(2015/Sept/@Overcoming Stronghold Class
1)
A picture that You are sitting on chair, you are sitting beholding and looking at the Lord, in fact He is on the other chair, He is talking to you like good friend, with eye to eye contact. He just asking you question and revealing His heart, Lord will bring you in the intimacy like what you've been crying for, you are going to hear his voice like hearing from a good friend. He will speak to you what He sees in you, and see you in your heart. those things He has deposited in you and you haven't realised yet. He is saying - Come in and shut the door in the prayer closet and spend time with Him, shut down all the distractions and you will hear Him and feel His presence in a mighty way, very sweet and He will bring healing.
Wisdom - the Lord said you are wise and He can trust you, coz you hear Him, you are trustworthy, He will show you so much more , He wanted to reveal so many things , He can trust you because you are wise.
當我聽到時我相信聖靈也充滿了我，我的眼淚不斷的湧出來，這是我心底裡面的渴求。我無法想像，這樣能夠與耶穌坐著面對面交談是什麼回事，心裡真的很渴望。
2)
The Lord is seeing that you are hungry for Him, you are thirsty and hungry and desiring to know him. you really want to know your father. I can sense his delight and pleasure for you, he is pleased with you for your sacrifices and choices, he sees and so pleased and overjoy with you. I see you as a woman as a leader in among peers, i see a picture of you sticking like a large pole on the ground - you are like this is where i will stand, the Lord xx you in a place where you are taking a stand for Him, you are making a monumental critical point in your life that you will follow the Lord, i will do this , you are making statement what you want , you are echoing yourself to the Lord , you are driving this stick deep down to the Lord , you are staying this is my foundation my territory, you are making the statement for the Lord - i want you and i want nth else, this is influencing the people around you. that sometimes in life people try to move you in different ways but your heart you are saying Lord is all of my trust and my faith . the Lord is coming and blossoming you, he is coming and making your strong and making your firm. the Lord is proud of you for making the stand for Him, and you will overcome, you are an overcomer. He will stand for you, He is pleased with you and he will never abandon you.
跟天父的關係＆Forgiveness (2015/Oct/@ANPR)
在之前一天的Overcoming stronghold class, 做了有關Forgiveness的醫治釋放。我就再一次把我跟我父母的關係放到神的面前。同時，向神認罪因為我們一直坐在guard自己個心的位置，自己坐在耶穌應該坐的位置。
同一時間這段時間在問聖靈關於是否去考車這個問題，第二天因著有些事情又請劉暢處理，他卻誤會了我的意思然後答我我們各自處理一部份。我的心因著那個醫治的過程，忽然變得脆弱了，他的一句說話讓我有許多情緒，覺得為什麼他不願意好好的照顧我，當我好想依賴的時候，在學習依賴的時候。在很多不快的時候，我知道這是仇敵來的，於是就宣告得勝，宣告以後內心的苦毒就沒有了，跟劉暢好好地溝通過後，就去了ANPR。當我再一次問神到底我好不好去考駕照時，我自己覺得會不會問得太多，但我感到神跟我說，我喜歡你這樣子的來依靠我，我不會因你重覆問我而感到煩。我感到天父是我的父親的溫柔，
3rd time Prophetic Ministry (2015/Oct16/@ANPR)
神給你恩賜在strategy, planning ideas, how you plan and how do you do things. The Lord has given you so many ideas in so many things, The Lord is going to use you to release what is in His heart. how you plan and how you do things, the Lord said you are right, Lord said you do that right. the strategy in you is so vivid.
In many area, in art in media in business ,you are the person who do the proposal and give it out, the lord going to use you in ministry in business in whatever area. you are the person to give plan , that plan is in God's heart. lord give you so much creativity, use it don't waste just do it boldly, God is going to release the Lion of Judah, you are going to roar in the area you are going to be. what you say you stand up and give it in humble that attract people, those things just come to what you think of and it's really powerful.
John4:10
He wants to give you living water , it is because you want and desire living water from God desperately, God knows your heart that your desire to God.
Isaiah 55:1-2
He invites you to a place He wants to meet you , it's like He invites you to his room, upper room of Mark. He will meet you at there. He wants to give you Holy Spirit like Acts - 神將衪的靈大大澆灌。He will give you new tongues, ask Him.
Awakening－ 新婦的stage (2015/Oct/Hostel)
那次awakening之後忽然跌入一個低潮裡，感到做很多事情都有份無力感。然後那天我無力出去GPR，就留在房間裡開著webstream，然後感到聖靈在跟我說話，很感動，我就流著淚的跪在地上感受神強烈的同在。然後第二天讀到雅歌裡提到，神會有時候刻意取走我們感受衪同在的感受，然後我們會更能夠感受，更知道心裡渴求與衪同在是什麼意思。我感到跟神的關係又密切了。
1st time worship leader here (2015/Oct29/Chinese Group Gathering/@RBC Seminar Room)
來了這邊雖然活在一個敬拜不止息的環境，上一次也為Ray彈琴，但在這裡沒有帶敬拜。這次帶敬拜後感到裡面有一部份的靈被awaken過來。然後那天在GPR pacing的時候，感到神跟我說：「女兒，你的敬拜為我爭戰」，我的回應：「主，我願意，求祢告訴我這代表要怎樣做」
在安卡羅佈道大會第一次經歷聖靈充滿，從小在教會長大的我第一次感到神大能的真實。在 地上看到一個房子的影像，但不知道是什麼意思。
若娟向我發的先知性禱告 － 尋求神的開始(2014/May/MothersDay/@Church)
感謝若娟在2014年的母親節來活石堂講道時跟我說，覺得我彈琴很奇特，不是技巧有什麼特別但卻有顆愛神的心，跟我說我似拿細耳人。那些說話就在那刻撼入我心， 就在隔天晚上我就以一晚的時間讀完一本「為主分別為聖」，本來不是打算要一晚看完，可是感到每一頁內容都是在向我說話，根本停不下來，現在回想，是聖靈不斷啟示我，在聖靈的啟示與感動下直到讀完為止。我的心就由那時開始，進入與神的關係的更新，慢慢對生活原本的追求愈來愈不滿足。可是現實的考慮太多，做廣告是我讀書時候的夢想，我很幸運大學畢業不久就進入了我夢想的行業，而且晉升得很快，幾年前因為讀音樂治療的關係退下火線，進入了SCMP，也是為客戶做廣告但比較沒有那麼忙，但收入也不錯。回望過去，我花了我最大的精力爭取成功，而且我做到了，可是我覺得當我錢再賺多其實也沒有真正的滿足，我的人生到底就是為了買層樓買架車然後又怎樣？但同時，我又因為還未有層樓未有架車而放不下我的工作，放不下舒適的生活方式， 放不下與同儕的比較。
滑浪的異象－決定性的一刻 (2014/Nov/Morning/@8X bus station)
就這樣的內心掙扎了很久，有一天上班時，神讓我看到個異象："我站在海灘的岸上，手拿著神給我的滑浪板，是最適合我體型，我最喜愛的顏色。神讓我選擇我要不要出去滑浪，就在我思考過程，我聽到神跟我說，即使我拿著那塊衪送給我的滑浪板憂憂愁愁地走回岸上，衪依然同樣愛我。" 因為愛，我沒有辦法不回應神。於是就辭職專心尋求神要給我的方向。
在辭職而後，尋求主的過程，在家裡讀經敬拜看書，讓我對神有不一樣的体會。感謝主，那時候每個禮拜四去參加天梯的「回歸天父的心」，神在我裡面恢復了兒女的身分，亦打破了不少堅固營疊。
領受方言／天堂的景象－ 再一次的Reassurance (2014/Nov/RichardLiardon/@新曙光）
當他提到他到過的天堂的景象，他說天堂的房子都是House, 不是Apartment. 我那時候沒有特別在意這個，因為他提到有關天堂的所有都很吸引。後來回家回看當日1999年聖靈充滿時，我看到的那個房子的影像，就是神讓我看到我在天堂已經為我預備的房子。
在那個特會領受方言，其實感覺沒有很明白。但在領受的過程，在沒有法子說，到我只是舉手完全降服在主的帶領裡，然後嘗試開口說，嘗試留心聽就開始pray in tongues.
知道IHOPU － 決定報讀IHOPU (2014/Dec/LoveRevelationWorkshop/@ICC)
IHOP華文部那時候推出了Love Revelation CD，來香港辦敬拜特會。那個時候才知道IHOP是有IHOPU的。然後在聚會後有追求，有人為我prophetic ministry-她說的內容：「I can see your power, you will roar like a lion, when you walk into the crowd, the demon will be afraid, people will see Jesus when you walk into the crowd. Lord want to restore the authorities in your life, and restore his glory in your life.」那時候，我對IHOPU的認知基乎是零，台上分享的都是FMA的學生（現在才知道）。當時是感覺神不是要我讀關於敬拜的學科，因為當時有宣教的感動，宣教的工場不知道，但感覺是創新性的宣教方式。
然後我就google IHOPU, 剛開始看的時候以為FSM是要讀4年的，亦沒有發現有中文學校。我發給牧師看，他就告訴我這個一年的FSMC課程，那天我看著Nicole招生的Video, 我的眼淚一直流，感到這就是我的呼召，即使我根本沒有很清楚的認知什麼是末世先鋒者。在比較過其他神學院之後，我就決定要報讀IHOPU.
大衛的帳幕敬拜特會－第一次學習先知性敬拜 (2015/Apr/EasterHoliday/@天梯）
加拿大Esther Chua牧師的團隊來天梯辦敬拜工作坊，第一次接觸TOD的敬拜模式，有機會學習並參與服侍，感覺在裡面有很多突破。學習先知性的敬拜、先知性舞蹈、不間斷的敬拜。在那幾日裡看到一有些異象，是一把刀，還有豹，感覺我看到自己好像豹一般地奔跑，下面就是不同的村莊，很快的我在上面飛馳。但完全火懂是什麼意思。在那個特會裡還有宣告香港的屬靈主權，並與內地家人復和。
1st time Prophetic Ministry (2015/Aug12/@IHOPKC)
1)
提摩太前書1:18-19 " Fight the battle well, holding on to faith and a good conscience. giving you this command in keeping with the prophecies once made about you."
The Lord has shown you things, you wouldn't have moved here without what you've heard. The Lord said that to you so that you can fight a good warfare. that will be situations that push back and people or situation may be difficult, Lord said I have gave you word that you can persevere - that you can get through it well.
When He said good warfare means good faith and good conscience. Means - the way you work through situations, the way you have to kind of push through, Lord said Do it so at the end of the day you will have good conscience, that you haven't hurt other people. although you have to be perseverance, you have to be humble at the same time, that tension during hard situation, the Lord said i have give you prophetic words, I have shown you things , keep going forward , yet fight it well do it well, He will strengthen you, there's a grace to fight a good warfare, lean on me and you will get through whatever you need to get through.
2)
you have desire to go deep in Him, you are very determined and when you have your eyes focus you will go, not distracted by anything. i saw you someone like you are 'i want you lord and i'm pressing in', nothing to hold you back to get to His heart and desire, to feel those desire to stir those desire up. i saw you running and not to turning around your head and you are going. His response is to come close to you, He everything in Him is reaching out and Yes, He wanted it too. You will meet in a very intense and close way. the picture - You running and HE reaching out and come closer.
這是我剛來的時候的第一次接受prophetic ministry, 心裡得著很大的鼓勵。
超自然地感受到天父的心－ 關於以色列 (2015/Sept/@IHOPKC)
http://serenaihopu.blogspot.com/2015/09/blog-post.html
Burning Heart (2015/Oct/@IHOPU Dale's Class)
http://serenaihopu.blogspot.com/2015/09/blog-post_15.html
2nd Prophetic Ministry/(2015/Sept/@Overcoming Stronghold Class
1)
A picture that You are sitting on chair, you are sitting beholding and looking at the Lord, in fact He is on the other chair, He is talking to you like good friend, with eye to eye contact. He just asking you question and revealing His heart, Lord will bring you in the intimacy like what you've been crying for, you are going to hear his voice like hearing from a good friend. He will speak to you what He sees in you, and see you in your heart. those things He has deposited in you and you haven't realised yet. He is saying - Come in and shut the door in the prayer closet and spend time with Him, shut down all the distractions and you will hear Him and feel His presence in a mighty way, very sweet and He will bring healing.
Wisdom - the Lord said you are wise and He can trust you, coz you hear Him, you are trustworthy, He will show you so much more , He wanted to reveal so many things , He can trust you because you are wise.
當我聽到時我相信聖靈也充滿了我，我的眼淚不斷的湧出來，這是我心底裡面的渴求。我無法想像，這樣能夠與耶穌坐著面對面交談是什麼回事，心裡真的很渴望。
2)
The Lord is seeing that you are hungry for Him, you are thirsty and hungry and desiring to know him. you really want to know your father. I can sense his delight and pleasure for you, he is pleased with you for your sacrifices and choices, he sees and so pleased and overjoy with you. I see you as a woman as a leader in among peers, i see a picture of you sticking like a large pole on the ground - you are like this is where i will stand, the Lord xx you in a place where you are taking a stand for Him, you are making a monumental critical point in your life that you will follow the Lord, i will do this , you are making statement what you want , you are echoing yourself to the Lord , you are driving this stick deep down to the Lord , you are staying this is my foundation my territory, you are making the statement for the Lord - i want you and i want nth else, this is influencing the people around you. that sometimes in life people try to move you in different ways but your heart you are saying Lord is all of my trust and my faith . the Lord is coming and blossoming you, he is coming and making your strong and making your firm. the Lord is proud of you for making the stand for Him, and you will overcome, you are an overcomer. He will stand for you, He is pleased with you and he will never abandon you.
跟天父的關係＆Forgiveness (2015/Oct/@ANPR)
在之前一天的Overcoming stronghold class, 做了有關Forgiveness的醫治釋放。我就再一次把我跟我父母的關係放到神的面前。同時，向神認罪因為我們一直坐在guard自己個心的位置，自己坐在耶穌應該坐的位置。
同一時間這段時間在問聖靈關於是否去考車這個問題，第二天因著有些事情又請劉暢處理，他卻誤會了我的意思然後答我我們各自處理一部份。我的心因著那個醫治的過程，忽然變得脆弱了，他的一句說話讓我有許多情緒，覺得為什麼他不願意好好的照顧我，當我好想依賴的時候，在學習依賴的時候。在很多不快的時候，我知道這是仇敵來的，於是就宣告得勝，宣告以後內心的苦毒就沒有了，跟劉暢好好地溝通過後，就去了ANPR。當我再一次問神到底我好不好去考駕照時，我自己覺得會不會問得太多，但我感到神跟我說，我喜歡你這樣子的來依靠我，我不會因你重覆問我而感到煩。我感到天父是我的父親的溫柔，
3rd time Prophetic Ministry (2015/Oct16/@ANPR)
神給你恩賜在strategy, planning ideas, how you plan and how do you do things. The Lord has given you so many ideas in so many things, The Lord is going to use you to release what is in His heart. how you plan and how you do things, the Lord said you are right, Lord said you do that right. the strategy in you is so vivid.
In many area, in art in media in business ,you are the person who do the proposal and give it out, the lord going to use you in ministry in business in whatever area. you are the person to give plan , that plan is in God's heart. lord give you so much creativity, use it don't waste just do it boldly, God is going to release the Lion of Judah, you are going to roar in the area you are going to be. what you say you stand up and give it in humble that attract people, those things just come to what you think of and it's really powerful.
John4:10
He wants to give you living water , it is because you want and desire living water from God desperately, God knows your heart that your desire to God.
Isaiah 55:1-2
He invites you to a place He wants to meet you , it's like He invites you to his room, upper room of Mark. He will meet you at there. He wants to give you Holy Spirit like Acts - 神將衪的靈大大澆灌。He will give you new tongues, ask Him.
Awakening－ 新婦的stage (2015/Oct/Hostel)
那次awakening之後忽然跌入一個低潮裡，感到做很多事情都有份無力感。然後那天我無力出去GPR，就留在房間裡開著webstream，然後感到聖靈在跟我說話，很感動，我就流著淚的跪在地上感受神強烈的同在。然後第二天讀到雅歌裡提到，神會有時候刻意取走我們感受衪同在的感受，然後我們會更能夠感受，更知道心裡渴求與衪同在是什麼意思。我感到跟神的關係又密切了。
1st time worship leader here (2015/Oct29/Chinese Group Gathering/@RBC Seminar Room)
來了這邊雖然活在一個敬拜不止息的環境，上一次也為Ray彈琴，但在這裡沒有帶敬拜。這次帶敬拜後感到裡面有一部份的靈被awaken過來。然後那天在GPR pacing的時候，感到神跟我說：「女兒，你的敬拜為我爭戰」，我的回應：「主，我願意，求祢告訴我這代表要怎樣做」
Wednesday, November 4, 2015
marriage
「小別勝新婚」是其中一句在我臨走之前聽得最多的說話；排第二的熱門對白是「你老公咁好嘅」。無錯，進入第3個月，我證實，這兩句說話都說得一點沒錯。
他的好是因為，由我決定辭職尋求神的calling開始，他口中就只有支持與鼓勵的說話，而且一點沒有著急。因著收入減少，我們更換了居住環境，中間經歷搬屋的勞碌；環境的適應；離開北角的不捨(到現在還是常常懷念舊屋與天台的好時光haha)，每次心情不好的時候，他都總會溫柔地帶出既客觀又安慰人的看法。所以無論發生什麼事，他就是我最好的傾訴對象，因為他懂我，有時比我自己更懂我自己。
在分開兩地的這段日子，想起許多一起生活的細節。想起他說最擔心的就是...我不懂照顧自己，我相信這句說話只有他一個人明白，因為明明我自己眼中與別人眼中的我，都是獨立、去照顧別人的那種人。然後，我發現當我一個人面對許多生活上的小細節，我在我自己面前顯得手足無措，想起拍拖的時候他說過的一句話，想把我照顧得讓我不能沒有他，我的手足無措原來根本是他的詭計得逞。
除了想念他平日在家務上和照顧我的事上的付出(這個可能還是排第一haha)，當然最想念的就是一起生活的趣味。兩個人，一支酒一包薯片，就可以一直聊，從做人道理至八掛吹水，感受彼此的想法在對方身上產生的共鳴。guess this is just what it meant by marrying your best friend。
感謝他是因為，他永遠的甘心樂意，陪我一齊飛過來然後一個人飛回去。為了把我安頓好，為了知道我所在的地方，為了陪我。感謝神，因為衪讓你來愛我，感謝神，因為衪送給我一個可以一生享受跟他一起生活的另一伴。感謝神，因為當我更多認識衪的愛時，我的心更懂得去愛，更懂去享受愛，即使所愛的不在身邊。
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