no more anger

I getting to realize that I get angry easily, and I get anger whenever even I saw others doing things that's not so right or at least not right in my eyes.

I ask God why I have suc reaction and God reveal to me that I fought so hard and fought so hard to do everything right and well to try to win His Love, so while j see other not paying as much as effort j do, I become jealous and feeling unfair that howcome they deserve the same sort of happiness as i do without even striving..........

Indeed, I m loved so matter what I do and how much I do, and with this love. And with Spirit living inside me, I will always have a tenderized heart.

Today, I have learnt about the power of Holy Spirit in a new way. And instantly, I feel that Holy Spirit is with me in a stronger way that the voice of the negative thought that I always wanted to get rid of has become weaker. I thought it's so difficult to fight with those thoughts before but with Holy Spirit living inside me, it just feel almost natural that I can view things in a a lot more tenderized and positive way. And it doesn't make it look less good or weaker, it just make me feel more free!